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16 November 2009 @ 12:25 pm
Mike deleted me off of Facebook and that's super insulting. I even cried a bit. Ali says that I should call him or write him a letter and at this point I don't even feel like trying to salvage this anymore. I am so done with people who treat me like shit. Like, he won't even tell me what I fucking did. He's immature and I'm done with it. Why should I have to deal with his craziness? Why do I have to let him ruin my day? I DIDN'T EVEN DO ANYTHING TO DESERVE THIS. But that's the thing. The entire time I've known him (and I've known him the longest out of all the people he still talks to in Richmond... I guess that says a lot about himself), he's always done hurtful things to me. And right now I'm too old and too tired to continue letting assholes walk all over me. So maybe I should write him a letter explaining how I am sick of his shit and *I* am literally done.
Seriously if he died, I would not go to his funeral.
Seriously if he died, I would not go to his funeral.
09 November 2009 @ 01:31 pm
glasses
also there were people we knew at the VCU clinic when we went so it was mad awkward jesus
also there were people we knew at the VCU clinic when we went so it was mad awkward jesus
21 September 2009 @ 02:50 am
Gabbi
cute
you're a bad person
2:44am
Paul
^_^^_^
do you really think that?
2:44am
Gabbi
like i've never said that to anyone before
either that or you really need to see a therapist
2:45am
Paul
ok well then our relationship is now officially over. i'll call you sometime this week to come over and get my hat
you don't need a bad person in your life
2:45am
Gabbi
no i dont
i believe in flawed individuals but most of the time people acknowledge faults in themselves and want to change
you apparently dont
Paul is offline.
cute
you're a bad person
2:44am
Paul
^_^^_^
do you really think that?
2:44am
Gabbi
like i've never said that to anyone before
either that or you really need to see a therapist
2:45am
Paul
ok well then our relationship is now officially over. i'll call you sometime this week to come over and get my hat
you don't need a bad person in your life
2:45am
Gabbi
no i dont
i believe in flawed individuals but most of the time people acknowledge faults in themselves and want to change
you apparently dont
Paul is offline.
03 September 2009 @ 03:29 pm
My life is so boring. I'm just bored all the time.
I don't think Mike's into it anymore. I think he thinks he's a rebound so he's not even going to go there. Whateverrrr.
Art Walk and Dalton's party tomorrow. Going home on Saturday and getting a vacuum and seeing Paul.
I don't think Mike's into it anymore. I think he thinks he's a rebound so he's not even going to go there. Whateverrrr.
Art Walk and Dalton's party tomorrow. Going home on Saturday and getting a vacuum and seeing Paul.
16 August 2009 @ 06:14 pm
I called Paul twice today (hour in between) and he didn't pick up. 2 hours later I called him again and this time he did. I asked him why he didn't call me back. He said he was busy and he didn't think it would be important. We talked for 20 minutes, mainly me trying to figure out where the hell I stand with him and him answering my questions in a measured way. At the end of the conversation I told him that I can't be friends with him. He did not seem upset by it. I took his number out of my favorites and I'm debating whether I should just delete it all together.
15 August 2009 @ 02:00 am
Right now the main contender for an apartment for myself and Alex is a walk up on the 300 block of W Broad. It's $525 for each person and includes trash, sewer and water. I think internet and tv is going to come out to $36 each. There's no off street parking and I'm kind of not into that. BUT THE PLACE IS SWEEEET. It's really big and has a washer and dryer and the rooms are biggish (I'm going to push for the bigger room) and it's nice. But I'm not stoked on the price and it doesn't have a balcony or anything. But it's right next to Selma and Shirley so that's cute and stuff.
Baylen and I are going to a gun show tomorrow lol
Baylen and I are going to a gun show tomorrow lol
12 August 2009 @ 06:25 pm
So far I've cried at least once every day this week. He promised it would still be the same, but it isn't. I knew it wouldn't be.
I'm going to a party tonight with him and it's an awful idea. I'll probably stand in a corner by myself the entire time being too depressed to socialize with anyone while he talks to girls and even if he's not flirting, just talking, I'll get really jealous and then go into a bathroom somewhere and cry.
I went to his house last night and it was an awful idea. When have I ever done anything to not fuck myself up?
At least I found a roommate. He's one of Shirley's friends who says "You guys would get along great, he loves Marc Jacobs!" Even though I'm not really into Marc Jacobs.
I have appointments on Friday to look at places. It's Elena's birthday and she wants to go to Busch Gardens but I kind of want to not spend the money and look at apartments instead.
I'm going to a party tonight with him and it's an awful idea. I'll probably stand in a corner by myself the entire time being too depressed to socialize with anyone while he talks to girls and even if he's not flirting, just talking, I'll get really jealous and then go into a bathroom somewhere and cry.
I went to his house last night and it was an awful idea. When have I ever done anything to not fuck myself up?
At least I found a roommate. He's one of Shirley's friends who says "You guys would get along great, he loves Marc Jacobs!" Even though I'm not really into Marc Jacobs.
I have appointments on Friday to look at places. It's Elena's birthday and she wants to go to Busch Gardens but I kind of want to not spend the money and look at apartments instead.
10 August 2009 @ 03:46 pm
Looked at a few apartments. The one i really like is 700/mo. But its really nice abd on grove. Theres one for 590 but its like a piece of crap and on blvd near broad so its like an eyesore when i look out the windows. Im looking at another place at 4. This one is a one bedroom in 2 bedroom apt and the other person is a dude... If hes cute im taking it.
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Current Location: US, Virginia, Richmond (city), Richmond, W Main St, 2631
06 August 2009 @ 07:27 pm
SO CeCe and Elena want to move out so now I have to find a place to live either by myself or with strangers (or hopefully take Brock's place at Cody's since Elena wants to move with him).
Pain. In. The. Ass. I wish they would've decided this LAST WEEK because then I could move in with Selma and Shirley and be done with it.
There was an ad on Craigslist looking for a roommate in a house full of girls and they live like LESS than a block away from my current place and get this--RENT IS ONLY $300. HOLY SHIT. They haven't emailed me back yet.
Anyway, I have 2 places to look at on Monday. One is a 1 Bedroom apartment and the other is with a bunch of dudes.
Moving is SO annoying.
Pain. In. The. Ass. I wish they would've decided this LAST WEEK because then I could move in with Selma and Shirley and be done with it.
There was an ad on Craigslist looking for a roommate in a house full of girls and they live like LESS than a block away from my current place and get this--RENT IS ONLY $300. HOLY SHIT. They haven't emailed me back yet.
Anyway, I have 2 places to look at on Monday. One is a 1 Bedroom apartment and the other is with a bunch of dudes.
Moving is SO annoying.
04 August 2009 @ 08:39 pm
Im at rickwas boyfs house and people are playing beer pong and im super fucking bored. Were going to sticky rice dc soon.
Paul and i are breaking up once i go back to richmond.
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Current Location: US, Virginia, Fairfax, Annandale, Newcastle Dr, 7600
05 July 2009 @ 07:34 pm
Paul got a missed connection on Craigslist lol
http://richmond.craigslist.org/mis/1254
My name tag said "Princess of Myanmar"
So yeah. We were in Richmond at Dalton/Kirk's house. They roasted a whole pig over a firepit in their backyard and afterwards took the head and stuck it on a pole. I think there are pictures of me and CeCe poking at it. Kirk told Liz that they slaughtered it themselves. I don't believe him.
My thighs are sunburned from the Kicker's game yesterday too :( We won 3-1 HAHA!
http://richmond.craigslist.org/mis/1254
My name tag said "Princess of Myanmar"
So yeah. We were in Richmond at Dalton/Kirk's house. They roasted a whole pig over a firepit in their backyard and afterwards took the head and stuck it on a pole. I think there are pictures of me and CeCe poking at it. Kirk told Liz that they slaughtered it themselves. I don't believe him.
My thighs are sunburned from the Kicker's game yesterday too :( We won 3-1 HAHA!
18 June 2009 @ 11:04 pm
- 13:40 the best way to do lunch at work is to have 2 #
- 18:54 my car has a huge dent in it wut do i do #
17 June 2009 @ 11:06 pm
08 June 2009 @ 11:04 pm
- 16:43 i h8 illustrator and the pen tool they can both smd #
04 June 2009 @ 08:48 pm
My internship is great. I'm not stuck in a room by myself this time so I'm making friends. I went to happy hour with the other interns tonight. I only had one drink because I had to pick up my uncle from the metro.
I was planning to go see Kailie in August but she says to come in September instead so I can see BLINK 182 with her. !!!!! That would make my entire Summer. I mean I can't really do other fun things because I'm stuck in an office for 2 months and then when I get back to Richmond I have JURY DUTY so I can't travel anywhere.
Learned some hard truths tonight, except the truth to me is always so fucking ambiguous so who knows how I'll feel tomorrow.
I was planning to go see Kailie in August but she says to come in September instead so I can see BLINK 182 with her. !!!!! That would make my entire Summer. I mean I can't really do other fun things because I'm stuck in an office for 2 months and then when I get back to Richmond I have JURY DUTY so I can't travel anywhere.
Learned some hard truths tonight, except the truth to me is always so fucking ambiguous so who knows how I'll feel tomorrow.
01 June 2009 @ 11:04 pm
- 21:19 wouldnt it be lol if someone walked down the aisle to the string quartet version of i write sins not tragedies #
29 May 2009 @ 11:04 pm
- 14:01 @bengetspunched OMG DISNEY WORLD? #
- 17:26 www.gilt.com/invite/amowls join gilt group! SAMPLE SALEZ #
28 May 2009 @ 11:05 pm